So you and Renard enjoy the dreamcast? I just managed to get my hands on one since I grew up with up it and lost my old one years ago. But, back then, it was all kid games. Don't get me wrong, Sonic Adventure 1,2 and PenPen Trileicelon were amazing, but what other awesome games did you find?
Dreamcast is pretty cool! Uh, let’s see… good games for it: Jet Grind Radio (dated by its sequel, but still worth playing), Ill Bleed, Power Stone, Space Channel 5, Chu Chu Rocket, Soul Calibur, Crazy Taxi, Rez, Cosmic Smash, and House of the Dead 2/Typing of the Dead.
I realy REALY love your art and everyting! Please, could you make some big colorfull nerd wallpapers i can put on my big nerd desktop?
I get asked this a lot, and I’m going to be like, totally honest here. I can’t be assed. Seriously. I don’t know anything about screen resolutions and I don’t want to put the effort forth to crop/edit something that would look good as a desktop image. So SORRY, I AM LAZY.
- Anonymous

So i saw you travel a lot to see Renard, I'm curious as to why. I mean, wouldn't it be easier (and cheaper) to live with/close(er) to him? :o
Well… that’s what we’re trying to do. Unfortunately, it’s not as simple as just moving there, though. Otherwise I’d already be all nice and settled in. Immigrating to another country is a process that requires patience.
I like yours and Renard's Shark babes. But they seem to sort of almost blend together in a way, accept for Mayhem. I don't want to be rude, I really don't. But it seems like your babes have sort of the same hair, short but super big and fluffy, and they seem to have the same body type, curvy and some what busty. Do they have a theme? To like keep them all similar in looks? Or is it just preference?
They are supposed to look similar, although I try to have some variation in on the same idea. Think of them like… My Little Pony toys. I know that’s probably really weird, but FOR SOME REASON I like the idea of a bunch of similar characters with varying traits on the same basic idea, and I like them to somewhat match. Some might call that lazy or creepy or whatever, but for me it’s like “okay this is what a shark babe as drawn by Squeedge looks like.”
Also, I didn’t originally design Mayhem, so that might be why she stands out *shrug*
I think there’s enough differences between them, but I’m not going to list all the differences, because if people can’t see them then that means that either their not looking close enough or I failed to illustrate the characters properly.
- Anonymous

1. No, I don’t have any videos. I’m actually not sure how to record myself drawing (HELLO, I AM VERY INEPT AT USING TECHNOLOGY) and I’m not sure how educational it would be, my process is really nothing remarkable or special. At the very least, the next time I work on something that’s more than an icon or bust, I’ll try to make sure I have each step saved as an image and will go over it step-by-step.
2. I’m defnitely routinely inspired by Ippei Gyoubu, Mike Mignola, Hideki Ishikawa, Jemma Salume, and Alessandro Barbucci on a weekly basis. I try not to DIRECTLy “copy” off an artist if I’m stuck, as that feels inorganic, but looking at a bunch of art I like can get the gears of inspiration turning. I’ve never done the influence map, but I keep thinking I should!
3. HERE’S DA TROOF: I don’t make enough to support an adult. Like, at all. A large chunk of my earnings goes towards travel expense, as it’s pretty critical to my mental well-being that I see Renard frequently. So honestly, I should do not feel comfortable giving advice on this kind of thing just yet. I’m still learning the ropes myself. All I can do is thank my lucky stars that I managed to build up a really awesome, supportive fanbase who like to buy my silly shirts and pay me for commissions.
Anonymous because I'm afraid of coming across as overbearing - this isn't really a question so much as it is an outpouring of love. I adore your art, your style, and your use of color so much. Coming from someone who also deals with anxiety issues, you're such a huge inspiration to me and you seem like such a nice person. So please keep on doing what you do.
Thank you so much, anon. <3
- Anonymous

What do you do to think of poses? I've always had troubles with thinking up poses, and that's what really holds me back from drawing.
Thinking up good poses can be tough. To get started, I try to imagine a pose, and what kind of movement it’ll have, then I start with building up a gesture, starting with sweeping lines and building up a body on top. If it’s particularly tricky, I’ll do a bunch of small thumbnails of the pose until something looks right.
If I have NO ideas for a pose, I poke through my references with something vague in mind, until I see a thing or two I like, and work off those images.
- Anonymous

I've recently noticed that some of your, um, "nsfw" art has been removed off quite a few sites. Was this upon your request and if so, may I ask why?
It was upon my request. Not only do I not want those kind of images affiliated with the “Squeedgemonster” name, but most of it was pretty badly drawn. Not to mention, I feel pretty “ugh” about it, because I drew it as a desperate teenager hungry for approval/attention, rather than doing it out of my own interests. So it all just left a bad taste in my mouth.
- Anonymous

Probably opening up a can of graboids with this, but... what are your religious/spiritual beliefs? I understand it this is a little too personal.
I guess “atheist” in the broadest sense of the term, as I don’t believe in a higher power or any deities. I have some vague “spiritual” beliefs, but I don’t know if they fall in line with anything that I could name, and it’s hard to describe. I guess above all, I AM A MAN OF SCIENCE.
Also I want a can full of tiny graboids :C
Squeedge! Squeedge! I suppose you do alot of traveling, right? What sorts of places have you been. Which ones were the most fun? :3c
I do a lot of traveling, but it’s mostly back-and-forth from Washington to Canada. I’ve never traveled outside this continent, either, although some day I would LOVE to visit Japan.
I’ve mostly been around the states, but the only place worth really mentioning is probably California, specifically San Diego! Even though it was hot, it was a lot of fun. The San Diego Zoo is amazing, and I love the water front.
- Anonymous

I know you were talking about liking the old silent hill games, but I am curious; have you been paying attention to Silent Hill Downpour? Do you plan to play it, at least at some point?
I’ve been following it from afar, but I have absolutely no excitement towards it. I’d love to be able to play it, if only to be able to really rip into it first-hand. From what I hear, it has some good things about it (atmosphere, weather, graphics, story), but yet again, it basically has nothing to do with Silent Hill. It is not a real Silent Hill game. The current developers do not know what they’re doing. I think they actually removed anything to do with the cult/mythos, and the monsters are terribly bland and uninspired. Not to mention, they changed the combat system AGAIN and failed miserably.
Also I might mention that the monsters drive an “evil” cop car. THE MONSTERS DRIVE A COP CAR. THEY ALSO HIRE A DJ, A REAL, NORMAL PERSON-DJ, TO SUMMON YOU OVER THE RADIO.
- Anonymous

What are the questions we shouldn't ask to you? Do some questions get a little bit repetitive to you?
Questions people should stop asking:
1. Anything already answered in the FAQ. Epecially “what program/tablet do you use to draw with?”
and
2. Questions about Renard. Not about what I do with/for him (i.e. PSURG or lapfox album covers), questions about HIM that are totally irrelevant to me and should be directed towards Renard himself.
Oh, and obvious stuff like “U DRAW ME PICTUR?” and the like.
- Anonymous

1. Right now I’m using a Cintiq 12WX that Renard got me for Christmas. Usually, I use the Intuos3 9x12, which was my first tablet. For artists new to tablets, I would actually recommend getting something older and used to start (that way if it’s not your thing you didn’t spend too much money, used tablets in good condition usually work fine), model matters mostly on personal preference. I really like Intuos3, a used small or medium would probably be great for anyone! You just need some patience adjusting to things.
2. After the gesture is down, is habit to start rendering the head, although I try to keep which parts I’m detailing EVEN so I don’t have this massively detailed head on a body made of squiggly lines. For the teeth? Use. references. Look at how teeth work and are set in the gum line. Draw a multitude of teeth and gums, try to figure out how you like to draw it best.
3. I have a hard time drawing when I’m uncomfortable in any way, especially concerning temperature. I like to be at room temperature, or, if it’s really cold I like to get snuggly warm in a big comfy hoodie with some warm coffee -w- But yeah, being too hot or too cold completely kills my motivation to draw.
4. I just use Photoshop for pixel-ing *shrug* I’m definitely not the person to be asking about that sort of thing, my pixel are is extremely mediocre. Although I do find it WAYYYY easier to sketch a sprite with the tablet, but PIXEL it with a mouse.
5. They’ve been about equally profitable for me, honestly. Start with where your most comfortable, or heck, do both! See what happens, work from there. Trial and error and all that, just don’t expect everyone to ALWAYS want to buy your shirts; it’s sometimes really hard to predict what will sell.
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- art advice
1. I just don’t post it. I like drawing it for personal enjoyment between myself and Renard, we are adults with adult FEELS, afterall. I don’t post it because I don’t enjoy the territory that comes with being a porn artist, and it’s not something I want to be known for. I don’t mean that in a “porn is bad and something to be ashamed of” way or something equally ridiculous like that —I am very supportive and in favor of sexual expression through art, all the power to the smut artists— it’s just that’s not where my goals lie as far as what I want to offer the art world.
2. Pros: Easy to use, supported by MANY different websites and in increasing amounts, keeps records of transactions, versatile, and… is just overall convenient for buying anything on the internet. Cons: disputes can only be opened within 40 days of the transaction, and there’s a possibility your account could be frozen for a misunderstanding as “suspicious activity.” Also I think they’re going to start making you file taxes for your paypal earnings, iirc.
3. OH JEEZ this is really tough! I can’t narrow it down to one, so here’s a few: suchomimus, dilophosaurus, ceratosaurus, cryolophosaurus, allosaurus, ornitholestes, masiakasaurus, guanlong, styracosaurus, and megolosaurus. WHAT I AM SO NO BIASED TOWARDS THEROPODS WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??? I know I’m leaving out a ton that I love but fFFffFuuh TOO MANY COOL DINOS. Also reminder that’s -just- dinosaurs, not prehistoric reptiles, pterosaurs, mosasaurs, plesiosaurs, or synapsids or anything like that. Then the list would be endlessly huge.
4. I’m really bad at this too. WHEN IN DOUBT, BABY NAMING WEBSITES. Or ganking names from video games or mythology heuhuhuhu
5. LMAO. Well, while I maintain that Renard makes beautiful drawings, I cannot make music to save my life. I have no sense of rythm and can’t even sing on-key. Also I don’t think I could ever hope to compose something remotely original. For example, when I was younger I thought I had this absolutely mind-blowingly AMAZING idea for a song, I just needed someone to compose it! I was SO IMPRESSED with my amazing song, I could hardly beleive I even came up with it before anyone else! …Cue a few months later and me realizing it was Darth Vader’s theme music.
You submit to your dA only finished works. Do you sketch a lot for yourself without ever finishing the sketches?If so,how often and how much do you sketch? Also,a little personal question. You have probably finished school by now.How good were your grades and what do you do now besides your work for Lapfox? Or is working for Lapfox and drawing commissions for Internet people your main source of payment? And maybe you study somewhere besides working for Lapfox?This sounds like an interview, lol..
I do sketch for myself, but not nearly often enough. I’m really trying to get back into the habit of it, when I sketched constantly my work was more fluid, and getting “warmed up” was about a thousand times easier. It also motivated me to draw my own ideas more. I try to sketch every day, although I could be more persistent with it.
My grades varied a lot, but I was never very “academic.” I got by fine, but I struggled a lot along the way. It was hard for me to retain information unless I was invested in it (for example, passed with flying colors in World History and English courses, had to take U.S. history twice), I was constantly switched around in different special ED classes (mainly for dyscalculia but early on for speech and dyslexia), and for a while I lived in the hills where the education was abysmal.
I do work besides Lapfox related things, and that, along with commissions and t-shirt/merch sales, make up my primary income.
I don’t study anywhere right now, although I am just dying to take some life drawing classes at the GAGE academy this Spring if I can.
- Anonymous





